suck. i suck. annoying. a living annoying burden. now, i feel bad. probably the worst feeling in my life. i talk craps and bullshits. my words aren't trust-able. i change my mind A LOT and that annoys people around me. i want to do this and that and it turns out i don't want to do them. everything is not going to be alright. everything is not going to be fine.
i turn my parents down. i decided to go to sman78. my mom isn't happy about it. she thinks i'm a burden. oh yeah. my dad asked me to apply for asean scholarship. i turned him down. i don't want to do it. risky (for my family) and stressful (for me).
enjoy life? i don't have reasons to enjoy my life. life is a piece of crap.
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